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Losing You...

Why are you so different?
You're not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you're right infront of me?
Something isn't right,
I can see it in your eyes
I'm just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we're so close
But we couldn't be more far apart
And right now I can't handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still strong,
Tell me you're not leaving,
Please tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you'll always be mine
Constantly, we're fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don't want to stay
Just to

lovelove is composed of....
the meeting of two eyes,
the trusting of two words,
the joining to two paths,
the holding of two hands,
the locking of two lips,
the meshing of two hearts,
the sharing of two dreams,
the union of two bonds,
the combining of two lives,
the bonding of two souls.
love is more than a simple word

The sweetest word is your name.
And the greatest thing is your love.

All the lonely tears that have escaped my eyes have made me who I am,
One to love you more.
All the times I felt I've found the one,
And all the times I've mourned over a bleeding heart,
All the things I've wished I've done,
And all the things I wished I hadn't helps me love you with purity and certainty.
All the times we fight feels like we're gambling our lives.

I hope we never lose.
I love you so much,
I love you with all my faults and all my achievements.
I love you with all that I am.
I love you for who you are.
I hope in the quietest of the nig

_forget you

It will be easy to forget you...
I just can't look to the sky
or even remember the sea...
I'll just have to stop dreaming
and learn how to be alone...
I know I'll forget you..
I just can't remember your smile..
your beautiful eyes,
your sweet mouth...
I can do it,
I know I can...
I just can't look to anything,
I just can't remember,
I just can't live...
or love...
I'll forget how important you are on my life...
I'll just have to forget myself...

true love...True Love...
Is when you are afraid to let go as you are afraid you can not hold them again
Is when you are afraid to look away as you are afraid they will not be there when you look back
Is when you can not say goodbye but only hold them close
Is no more an illusion then you are
Is only found once so hold it close
Is when you fear to die and wish to live forever
Is when you can look at the other and know what they are thinking
Is as pure as the first crisp winter snow
Is when you are able to relax with another, to show them your vunerablilty
Is when you can trust someone completely

You could be happyYou could be happy
And I wouldn’t know
I wasn’t happy
That day I watched you go

You could be hopeless
And lost in fright
I wouldn’t be sure if I should follow darkness
Or the light

You could see past everyone’s love
And cheat
I’d watch you in shock
In defeat

You could live on with your life
Without any fears
I’d miss you every night
Allowing millions of tears

You could pretend I don’t exist
Never to mention my name
I would remember the way you played me
Like I was some sort of game

You could block out all the wrong you did
Try to move on
I feed off everyone else’s happiness
Just

Loneliness-Looking at the gray sky,
Often I sit alone.
No one to talk to
Even when I ask them to.
Life is like a dark room to me.
I feel worthless and empty inside.
No one is there for me
Even when I\'m feeling down.
Seeing all this in me makes me realize that
So lonely am I.

Fake"You know you want me
It's nothing you can deny
It's written all over your face
I can see it in your eyes"

Oh how you love your self
It's as plain as the eye can see
There's nothing else you think about
It's just "me me me"

Get a clue in life buddy
The world doesn't revolve around you
The cosmos aren't decided
Based on what you do

You think you look so cool
Driving around in your convertible car
But you're just trying to cover up
Who you really are

You're the scared little boy
That doesn't want to be rejected
You lie when you look in a mirror
So you don't hate what's reflected

But karma will come back
To bite you in th

-hopeless-i try to sleep
but i cant
i fucked things up
all for you
now i lay awake
sobbing
i can barely breathe
i cant tell if your mad at me
i hope not
cause im madly in love with you
and im fading away
i dont know what i want
i dont know how to live
someone needs to show me
every other attempt has failed
and all i want is my life back
because i bleed you
and my hand is lonely
... without you

Her PoemI wanted to write a poem
to this chick I met
dancing in the dark
to this band I'd never heard of

I knew her about a week
knew she had a lesson
we went to San Francisco
and every moment was perfect
then I got drunk and acted a fool

I said a lot of I love yous
I don't remember how many
or all the other words I said
(though I know I talked a lot about her cats)
before

she walked along the beach
alone
hoping a mermaid would swim her away
as I tried to swim in the hotel pool
and nearly drown

I wanted to write a poem to her
not a love poem
but
a poem of realization
because
she granted me some realization
of what this poem c

LoveLove

Love is one thing we cannot control
One day sweet, hard the other
It plays with you like you're a doll;
Makes you feel young forever
Old and lost, a blink after
You cry and cry in vain
Nothing can ever stop the pain

Love is gone with your joy;
You say you wont let it back
But other ways it will employ
And hit you in the back;
youll remember how sweet it was
And be defenseless over again
Itll consume you with its jaws
Until all there is left is sadness and pain

True love, maybe one day you will find
Love that will not ever ever end
Love that will take over your mind
That love is forever your friend;
But how much tears

This, is love.I gave you every last spinning molecule in my body.
They dissolved into your lips on the very first night.
I let you keep them all, because I was floating.
I never expected to fall.
I got to hold onto my nerves that torture me with every mention of your name, every memory stored.
I wander like mist around the most miserable parts of the world just waiting for you to find me.
But you aren't even looking.
I'll never know what you did with me.
I'll never uncover where you hid me.
The ground is tracked with my dragging feet that are slowly grinding down to nothing.
The arched slump in my back worsens each night.
You will never know the

Love Is At WarThey have it all wrong; I just know that they do
Falling in love is not what it use to be.
You can't cage it, contain it, or set it free--
You can't control it, want it, just let it be.
Why are they doing this? I don't understand;
Searching for something, yet not taking a stand.
Do they even know what love is? Maybe I don't
But what I see, could it be?
Ah, how it makes me lose hope.
Love is a power; it grows from within.
A desire that burns in the heart of a friend!
But what if it isn't? What if I lie?
What if love is nothing, just something that passes by?

LoveLove is up
Love is down
Love is going through
When you want to go round
"Love is never having to say you're sorry"
But you say it anyway
Love is all those secret smiles
When there's nothing more to say
Love is having scars on your feet
From wearing the shoes they bought you
Love is listening to 'I love you's
And knowing every word is true
Love is writing silly poems
Exactly like this
And love is not actually knowing
Exactly what love is

Sitting here with my head
in my hands
Crying tears that shouldn't
have escaped
Talking to myself again
Thinking there's someone
here with me

Feeling emptiness within
Trying to replace what should
have been
Imagining a place in time
Happy with this life of mine

Sadness all around me
Seeping into my soul
Aching for attention
It's taking control
Seeking revenge on
the should have been

Psychotic with this pain
Homicidal to myself
I can't win in this life
Forever losing in this fight
Surrendering to the lies
I've lost the strength to cry

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For My Dying Love

by `gilad, Jun 15, 2005, 2:07:02 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Traditional Fixed Forms

For My Dying Loveby `gilad

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Traditional Fixed Forms

©2005-2013 `gilad

_{Every time you touch me,

It leaves a burning mark.

And so my dying love,

We shall touch no more.

I have to let it go,

All the promises I will never fulfill.

The lie that I decided to believe will evaporate,

And I will breathe the fresh air of truth.

You will be a widow to my love,

Unchained from the aching commitments.

You will not feast on my lies anymore,

Stepping proudly out, into the light.

We should have loved till eternity,

But time caught up with us.

Forever is now,

And now is over.

I now stand tall,

Looking down on a poor soul.

Locked in what used to be heaven,

Looking at what used to be me.

Now, kiss me goodbye,

And accept these withered flowers.

The flowers and this song are for you,

My dying love.

****

The preview picture itself was taken with the Lens Baby [link]

I hope, though it's different than my usual stuff, some will feel it, and like it.

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~Giemzed May 28, 2012

This is so heart-breaking. Thankyou.

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~I-Can-Make-You-Smile Apr 24, 2011

I like it very much, even though the poem left a sad feeling in me after reading...

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~Henfer Jul 23, 2010 Professional Traditional Artist

man o mano you be good

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~MyLiFeIsReAlLyDeAtH Nov 23, 2009

wow....this is so good...

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~havokwreaker Jun 19, 2008 Student Photographer

This is beautiful. It means a great deal to me as well because someone I love so dearly is dying slowly inside.....

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~twinkleeechan May 23, 2008 Photographer

this is absolutely beautiful♥

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*Ermy Apr 15, 2008 Professional General Artist

too sad,too beautiful!

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~Shizuka69 Feb 14, 2008

love your poem...

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*PatriciaVazquez Jan 27, 2008 Hobbyist Photographer

amazing words...

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~Princess-of-Ninjas Oct 24, 2007

Beautiful

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